Lately

Have I told you how beautiful you are?
Have I told you how i am attracted to you?

Have I told myself I need to be your Man?
Have I behaved myself and Protected you?

Have I trusted you fully to set you free?
Have I Loved you to fall in love with me again?

Have I step up and charmed you like before?
Have I carried you and put you to sleep?

Lately,

Have you been mine all the time?
Have you let me lead as a Man?

Have you kissed me and never want to let go?
Have you missed me and put on my shirt to stay warm?

Have we improved ourselves to comfort each other in any way?
Have we thought of losing ourselves and be miserable?


Have we been friends and Lovers?
Have we been confident of each other?

New

Everything new,
Everything refreshed, even the sand is whiter
Not even a trace of build castles or children footsteps
Just the still waters and cool breeze

These days I write on the sand
But the wind blew away my words
These days, I sit by the sea and let the water come by
Come by to let it go again
Asking myself why am I feeling uneasy
Why does everything looks new, feels new

I listen,
Even my voice looks new
What happened, what changed
What did I eat to be swallowed into these unknowns
Why can’t I forget what I am feeling and wake up to live

So sick my stomach is
Even my mouth wants to vomit
Damn this sea smell
Its my bad season
But it shall come to pass
And I shall laugh again, smile again, dance again
And everything will be new again

Like a Horse

If I lost my way, I will trust my horse to take me home
But what will let me forget my path
A path that I have been ridding for three springs now,
May be it’s my weaknesses and my instincts that sometimes,
Sometimes confuses me.

As I walk to stop and caress its hair
So fine and warm, so natural and true
I ask him.
Why don’t you worry?
Why don’t you run away one day and be with the others?
Instead u let me ride you, ride you like your master?
The horse shook its head and soldier on
As if telling me ‘everything is superior ‘

I ask again, this time I looked to its eyes,
Tell me your secret of not to think and run boldly in the fields.
Give me your muscular strength and majestic walk
And Adamic voice, so that I could be like you
Let me have your instincts so that I can find my way when I am lost

Why look a way now, come here
Let’s ride now
I Understand.
Why should I worry when every day you are with me,
Why should I worry when everyday this path we are, will still be here
Why should I need more when I have everything?

Truly, I may be walking in the pregnant darkness
And truly it’s a happy moment when I am born

One Minute

One Minute
As we part ways on the matatu,
Before the next one minute,
I caressed your fingers and peck you chick
Before the next one minute we said we love each other
And said good bye,
I watched the dust rise as the matatu speed off

Before the next one minute
I thought I whispered a prayer,
But I needed to be calm so I will do it before I sleep
And when the night will be calm,

One minute, I walked
Thinking about yeasternight and how I am gonna miss you,
Till the next month it’s when I will see your cute face,
I know its gonna be hard for both of us,
Don’t get bored, enjoy the coolness of the land and calmness of the air

One minute, I said it loud,
I will try and keep myself busy not to forget you
But to prepare you a welcoming party
Be rest assured, I will keep your heart safe
Please do with mine too
Last Second , let me blow a kiss to the wind

Listen

Listen
My words speak the message of my heart
It’s warm and caring this heart of mine,
Its shape is of cupid and color of roses
And its walls is stronger than the word itself

Listen
I want you to stay in my heart forever,
I want you to stay US forever,
I am not tired of waiting,
Not at all,
But it is better I tire you a knot
And make you always mine

Look at me, don’t be afraid look at me
This world you see, is US to make it to be
To be with you has been every blessing to me,
To be with me has been every success to you,
To be with Us has been fruitful indeed

Listen
We have done mach, our hearts have kept a lot
Thou everyone has secrets, but every day we share
And I tell you it’s because we are comfortable of US

Listen
To Friends and family, listen to the wind
And the flowing Ocean
Let your mind remain still, let you ears open wide
And receive every love gift I give it to you
Listen, and you shall hear our hearts voices

Let me Listen,
Let me hear you what you want to tell me,
Let me listen you what you want me to behave
I am not yet perfect and that’s why we are two.
Not yet complete that’s why we are US

Again don’t be afraid,
This is me, your Man,
I will protect you and not hurt you not to forgive me,
I trust you with my life and all the love wrapped inside it
Be my friend and Lover too.
Listen to your heart before the next step takes you.

Battle of the Mind

I woke up with Sweat in my hands, Had Dream Last night
Driving copter over some Lands, Felt danger at the same time right.
Touched the Iraqi Dusty Sands, was sent to the hurt locker
Was heavy on Damn gears and die hard 5 came to play,

Pray, I did before I looked in right to the ticking clock.
Astray, I didn’t, got glued to the box, and saw the RGB wires,
Why did they sent me, so that I could die with them?
Lifted up my head and through the helmet, tattooed ties caught me.

Mothers clinging to their babies, crying for the unknown
Fathers holding their dicks, burying them in wonders,
Four seconds it clicks, three seconds my heart ponders.
Two seconds I got the green light, one second I cut the blue wire

A life saved, not lost.